Lonely

Some days I just feel absolutely fed up with my friends. When I actually think I'm part of the group and accepted, something happens, and I feel like I'm the newcomer again, sitting on the outside looking in.

I don't get it.

I hate feeling this way. Insecure. Unwanted. Ignored. And without a clear reason. Is it because of things with Kelby, or Cody, that they don't want me around? Or is it really as simple as they forgot about me, which is probably closer to the truth. Most likely there's no grand scheme to not include me. I just get overlooked. Which is really just as bad. No one wants to be forgettable. No one wants to be the person who's ALWAYS calling to see what's going on.

I just hate being so lonely.